Absconding Paranoid

After getting into a job and leaving home, I dont remember when was the last time I spent a whole week at home (excluding visits to Grand parents' places and other relatives' places). Thanks to the facilities at my work place, I am able to work from home happily! :) I wish to remember this week particularly because I donno when this sort of a week comes again in my life. I dont want to think when would be the next time, but this time I will make sure to enjoy to the fullest and spend a good amount of time with my parents. Glad that I am gonna spend the new year eve in a memorable way! :)

Ever felt worlds falling apart? Dreams dominating reality? Ever saw delusions? Cant tell if you are asleep or awake? The delusions and dreams questioning you together If you are real?? making it sound as if asking what is the real you? In the act of self protection... You cant tell whats truth or fiction! Makes sense only when ... All the pain visualizes in front of you The real things around you don't make a difference The entirety of life seems like a joke The heart beat mocks the very rhythm of life Making it clear to you that nothing is clear to you Losing not everything but just hope.. Or maybe the other way round! Sounds real only to the one on the verge of reality To everyone else, it sounds like insanity! The freezing chills of the winter make the limbs numb Only the sounds of thuds tell you that you are running The crashing images continue to demolish the mind Leaving no one.. to tell you what you are chasing and that you are... an absconding para