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Ever felt worlds falling apart?
Dreams dominating reality?
Ever saw delusions?
Cant tell if you are asleep or awake?
The delusions and dreams questioning you together
If you are real??
making it sound as if asking what is the real you?
In the act of self protection...
You cant tell whats truth or fiction!
Makes sense only when ...
All the pain visualizes in front of you
The real things around you don't make a difference
The entirety of life seems like a joke
The heart beat mocks the very rhythm of life
Making it clear to you that nothing is clear to you
Losing not everything but just hope..
Or maybe the other way round!
Sounds real only to the one on the verge of reality
To everyone else, it sounds like insanity!
The freezing chills of the winter make the limbs numb
Only the sounds of thuds tell you that you are running
The crashing images continue to demolish the mind
Leaving no one..
to tell you what you are chasing
and that you are...
an absconding paranoid!

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