Absconding Paranoid

Simple yet magical... The skies full of bright stars The moon gazing across distant shadows The fragrant flowers mesmerising nomadic strangers The fireflies dancing to unknown tunes Simple yet magical... The night mirages surfacing on roads The glow in the eyes of kids when elders come home The slumber slowing down the ever energetic kids The lullabies aiding the slumber to kick in and take over Simple yet magical... The smiles endorsing the faces of asleep babies The memories flashing before closing the eyes Powerful words resounding in the head The random dreams engulfing the night Simple, yet magical!

It's hard to see.... those who know the pain of being rejected but it makes them strong! for a part of them know, that stopping won't take them anywhere... and trying more will make a difference! It's hard to see.... those who get mocked at.... but it keeps them going... to see the world of destination... and it makes them realize the power of determination! It's hard to see... those who fail to smile even once... but they battle hard.. to win against the feeling of loneliness It's hard to see... those who get treated like a stranger... but they know best, the value of friendship It's hard to see... those who keep waiting for the loved ones... but they know best, the value of true company It's hard to see... those who walk with guilt.... but they can explain best, the happiness of being forgiven It's hard to see... those who long to experience a moment but they know best, how to pile up memories! It's h...

Fresh air to breathe… Fresh sceneries to view.... Fresh activities to tone the body... Fresh music to occupy the mind and shake the head in sync with the tunes The emotional self is satisfied The physical self is gratified We sometimes get surprised by our ownselves... How we tackled a situation so awesomely! And we find ourselves a bit cool! :) How we realize that there's nothing more thrilling than taking full control of our own self!! Finding our new selves constantly in the quest of life, when we are lost in the chaos more often than not! We are the company of our past   and future selves. Instead of mourning the past, refresh the current self with new aspirations, and welcome the future self! Re-read the old scribblings… and prepare to be awed by the thoughts that kept lingering... that kept pushing... constantly to the new beginning with new perspectives! A smile is all we need to embrace the uncertainties!! :)

When we achieve something, someone asks how we feel. When we lose something, someone asks how it feels like. When we are young, we smile at everyone. When we get hurt, we cry like we lost everything. But as time passes by, as we grow up, we no longer smile that much. When we get hurt, we no longer cry that openly. As we get past the hurdles, the source of happiness seems to move away. There seem to be too many terms and conditions to reach it. Too many sources of disappointment cross paths everywhere. The world seems to have a lot more evil than a couple of decades back. It seems too difficult to skip the pits of heart-breaks. It seems as if the smiles are being erased. It seems as if everyone is just too selfish. It seems as if frowning is a default option, welcoming at every corner. The faces refuse to even frown as they got too tired of it. But they refuse to smile either. The possessions look petty. The sorrows seem silly. The reasons to smile vanish. Th...

He wakes up in the middle on nowhere, but finds out that he is in a closed room with his best buddies around... all smiling at him... as if welcoming him aboard and congratulating him for his achievement. He was given a few tips,precautions and many warnings. Finally he was told to go through the door and explore The people who go infront of him doesn't notice him, and so, leave the door to close. By the time he approaches the door, the door is almost closing. He gets a feeling that the door wont open once it closes. He tries to call out the people who just left the room. Strangely his voice doesnt find a way out of his vocal cords. Its as if someone is smothering him from yelling out. He tries again and again, and finally a faint part of his voice reaches out to them. They hold the door for him in the last second. They seem to be smiling at him, and welcoming him to the new world. He comes out and sees good day light. He visited many of his friends, seen unexpected people, bee...

If I'm looking at you, I'm not just looking... I'm observing.. I'm thinking... I'm hoping.. I'm willing I've been looking for you... trying to find you in every face I see. Observing your every action.. observing your thoughts...your cute eyes.. and the way they show the world I look forward to meeting you.. thinking about the conversation.. thinking about the ambiance..and how breath-taking it becomes with your presence I'm hoping to be with you...and willing to listen to all your jokes and smile with you Your thoughts poke me when I sit down to write something I become so obsessed that I try to erase everything else It's like being energetic...ebullient..excited.. it's like enjoying life How I wish that my life is full of you! It would be great to fill my memories with the moments that remind me of you!! I'm willing to look at myself everyday... and find you within me..o my dear happiness!!! I guess it makes good sense now :...

I remember this dialogue from a Telugu movie whenever someone mentions beauty - ' Andham ante chudaali chudaali anipinchaali gaani chusesaam chusesaam anipinchakudadhu! '. Unfortunately this quote loses its beauty when translated to English. But I would try to carry the feel of it in the rest of this post :) A guy like me, who stays away from home, who has voracious appetite for food, who can cook well (well, my friends tell me so), still thinks of going home and eating the cuisines prepared by mom. The way mom cooks drags me back home again and again. A guy like me thinks of going on a drive on his bike at any time... no matter how many times he has gone on a drive. What makes you play with cute kids and make them smile? What makes you think of recalling memories? What makes you listen to a song in loop? What makes you come back to your Comics? What makes you visit places like Goa again and again? Its not just the love for food. Its not just the passion. Its not ...

Its one of those moments.. When theres something... that conceived somewhere... sometime... comes to life... and remains special.. for a lifetime! as more than a feeling that adds a touch... thats sweet when felt! and stands for eternity as a great song... which feels new and strange.. everytime its played but resounds like an old tune as long as its remembered Well... This somethings called vengeance :P Just kidding! :D Enjoy the life ahead :) PS: Dedicated to Gautham and Pujitha :) Wish you a happy married life!!