Absconding Paranoid

Simple yet magical... The skies full of bright stars The moon gazing across distant shadows The fragrant flowers mesmerising nomadic strangers The fireflies dancing to unknown tunes Simple yet magical... The night mirages surfacing on roads The glow in the eyes of kids when elders come home The slumber slowing down the ever energetic kids The lullabies aiding the slumber to kick in and take over Simple yet magical... The smiles endorsing the faces of asleep babies The memories flashing before closing the eyes Powerful words resounding in the head The random dreams engulfing the night Simple, yet magical!

Waqt ke pannon ko dekhke... ye lag saktha hai, ki waqt guzar jatha hai! Aur uske saath kuch cheeze, kuch yaadein, guzar jathi hai! Lekin abhi zaroor ye tho lagega... ki kuch khaas logon ki pahunch kabhi door nahi hothi! Waqt se bhi anmol ... kuch bewakoof hai! :) Aur tujhe ijaazat diya... koi bhi pal hame yaad karne ko! :D zindagi ki kitaab mein in doston se sajaye huye rangeen pal ke kaagaz ko bar bar dekhne ko!! PS: Parting gift to 'The Raj' :)

Two sleepless nights... Triggered a fight disturbing the third!! But then, Weekends... are not for sleeping! but for enjoying!! And weekdays... are for working... for a living... not for dying! To have a good night sleep.. but not a nightout! To have a filling meal... not a moaning belly! Is it balancing? Or more confusing? Why am I writing? Not in Telugu, but in English... Is it out of anguish? Is it lack of concentration? Or the need of relaxation? Anyhow... I'm glad... it requires no preperation.. but just the jiffy of desperation! How I wish I had a pen... in my hand... and a paper... beside my bed.. To let the rhythm...keep flowing.. like the ink... the bloody ink... oh yes... the blood would not sink!! but it would just stink! It would not stop... from the mere clots.. Oh yeah... lemme rephrase that... The clots could no longer stop it.. It keeps flowing... To drain the pain? Or to count the gain? Aah yes... that really was my inte...

na aage koyi... na peeche koyi... meri kadamon se bhari... ye raah hai meri!! baadal ke uunchayi mein baarish se bheegi hui hawa ki shor se bhari... ye raah hai meri!! na subah..na shaam... din bhar ek hi mausam nashe se bhari.... ye raah hai meri!! har disha... ek hi rang khusi laut aaye mere sang naye raag se bhari... ye daasthaan hai meri!! har kadam... yahi ghumna hai.. har pal... yahi rehna hai.. kyunki... yehi manzil hai meri!!

Silly soliloquies in front of the mirror enjoying the cool breeze on my face Humming to the heart's quiver while riding my bike at a constant pace ---- Laughing at my own sense of humour remembering the good old days and the beauty in every single moment Though nothing was planned ahead it always sounds like a tale told before ---- Every time someone thinks of future I recall what I think of mine... hopefully a nice one is on its way :) ---- Silly soliloquies in front of the mirror enjoying the cool breeze on my face Humming to the heart's quiver while riding my bike at a constant pace ---- Satisfaction is never found without narcism and narcism is never found without true love or maybe its the other way around But it feels good to have both :) ---- Riding through the slender present quenching my thirst for simplicity gearing up for the reality I keep moving on.... ---- Silly soliloquies in front of the mirror enjoying the cool breeze on my face ...

jab bhi mein tujhe milta hun kuch kisse ho jaate hain kuch mere.. kuch tere aur kuch mere dil mein mujhe ehsaas nahi hua tha ki.. teri aankhon me dekhthe dekthe teri aankhon me dekhthe dekhthe teri baatein bin sune nikalaati hai mere do kaan dokha dete hai jab bhi mein tujhe milta hun kuch kisse ho jaate hain kuch mere.. kuch tere aur kuch mere dil mein mujhe patha nahi tha... ki.. khat likhne aur padhne mein itna mazaa aata hai kuch baatein har lamha mein baar baar sunai deti hai neinon me basi hui teri tasweer agar saamne aaye itni kareeb tho sapnon ka mazaak karte hein behosh hue ye dil jab bhi mein tujhe miltha hun kuch kisse ho jaate hain kuch mere.. kuch tere aur kuch mere dil mein mujhe yaad nahi hai... kab tere naam ye dil ki deewar pe likha tha.. lekin itna to pata hai... kitna bhi khoon barsake use mita nahi saktha

Not every word is uttered Not every thought is considered Not every moment is remembered And the time is running out and it always runs out Sometimes, it slows down When you are waiting for something to happen and you keep watching Not every word is uttered Not every thought is considered Not every moment is remembered There would be some things which you do with full enthusiasm you would be involved so much that it seems like time fooled you The time is running out and it always runs out So... Ruminate the best times and Say out the best words Emanate the past glory and Pen down the best thoughts Relish the best moments and Bring out the best story Revisit good old days and Tune them up from the memory Make it stand as a new history Its time... To raise the voice and make some noise!!

Cruising the land of no-one Living the life of no-one Reaching a blurred destiny I soared into the sky .... There was no-one... no-one but you who could hold me from getting drifted away into the fading plight .... Desire I still have to hang on tight but... Destined I was to never return from the flight .... I so very wish for the string to cut midway and get Carried away rather than make your hand bleed trying to hold me back .... Finally here I am all set out to be freed with the currents of monsoon dragging me out soon .... Being torn apart I pray to the passing thunder to let the pouring rain reach you through every fender and cleanse the pain... you have got for missing a kite's tender :(

Faded out as a bygone memory or remnant as an eminent mystery, you are always the reason... who made me realise... that tears are precious and never to be wasted but instead be used for nurturing the seed of new hope... which proliferates into a big tree of new life some day and thats the reason why, when you look into my heart... you would perceive a forest of joy!! :) the silence... brought by tears.... would finally be broken with the gleam of joy Its not that I'm a tinker to play around with... but a stalking horse who would conceal the truth! that no matter how much blood flows, the walls of my heart shall still sport thy name... engraved deeply to touch the soul within... and richly with my life to live in

I'm just crooning... all the songs I wrote The time is fleeting since the day I woke Blessed I am to have met you soon Cursed upon by the fate again I'm just crooning... all the songs I wrote The time is fleeting since the day I woke My heart danced danced wildly in joy when you glanced glanced with that innocent look as your lips went wide I covered my face with my book as I donno where to hide The day was thrilling when you were smiling I'm just crooning... all the songs I wrote The time is fleeting since the day I woke Blessed I am to have met you soon Cursed upon by the fate again I'm just crooning... all the songs I wrote The time is fleeting since the day I woke The breeze was soothing and the sky was fading and I had something.. something to tell you.. but you fell asleep deep asleep in my lap Deep in my soul... you set a fray between my heart and mind but I couldn't console myself anyway for I know..that love...is blind I came all the way to tell you the sam...

sparsa tho kandhipoye sampadha.... nee letha chekkillu !! vaasthavaniki thalampuki theda theliyadhe.... nee sogasu naa kanulaku pettee giliginthalu !! nee vaalu kanulu... neeli varnaanike vanne thechaayi !! brathuku oka saapam baanisaki... anukuntini nenu kaani aa baanisa naa manase... nee rupanike aithe... jeevithame o yogam!! maru janmakie padenu aaraatam!! kaalam aagiipothe baagundu... ninu chusthundipovachu!! naa manasu thella kaagithamaindhi... nee chitram geesenduku!! nee peru naa uupiri lo... alipiri konda la perukupoyindi!! kavitha, athiseyokthi, kalagalisi enduku untayo... ardham ayyedi kaadu naaku... ninnu chusentha varaku!! ninu chudagane praasa thannukochindi... madi uppena la uvvethuna egisindi... ippativaraku jeevinche unnana anipinchindi... premani pichi tho enduku polustharo thelisindi!! ;) maro maaru taarasapadithe nuvvu.. sthambinchipoye gunde kuda spandisthundi!! inko kshanam kottukuntundi!!

konte gaali la gilli poku kanupaapa lo kalaviapo... merupula vachi maayamaipoku madiloothulo koluvundipo... manchubinduvu la vachi karigipoku maimarapu loki nanu teesukupo... kunuku paatu lo kanumarugaipoku chirunavvula chirakaalam undipo... cheekatilo jaabili laa nuvu veligipo... selayetilo ala laa nanu thaakipo... ne rase prathi pata lo undipo... na prati aksharam lo imidipo... muripinche gatham la nanu allukupo!!

nee chirunavvu ni thalachukuni enni marichaano maimarachipoyano nee gnaapakala valayam lo chikkukuni enni edaarulu daataano... enni sandraalu eedaano... eppatiki ninnu cheredano teliyaka tharagani duuranni daataleka chandruni kosam chukkalaa vaana kosam vanamlaa kanipettukuni unnanu nenu nee pilupu kosam neekie vechina chupulaku kaluguna moksham?

nee raakanu telusukunna konte gaali malle teega nu gilluthuu veechenu aa malle teega ooragaa vaali tana puulanu navvuthu raalchenu vechani nee paada sparsa tho thulluthuu aa puulu chivari kshanaanni aasvadinchenu ninnu thaake surya kiranaalanu chusi eershapadina megha maala suryunni addaginchi kuripinchenu chiru jallu nee thadi momu chuchi chinnaboyenu hari villu idanta chusina nenu navvuthu nidra lechanu

After postponing for a week, I finally completed reading the article "Procrastinating again? How to kick the habit", which was sent by our college librarian. He sends mails to such an extent that some people comfortably added his name to the "Spam" list :D These days I cant browse websites so easily. No, the reason is not my TL or HOD or my work (if any) for that matter. The reason is the increased restrictions placed and added security to the internet policy. My favourite time-pass in office is downloads, be it songs or animation episodes. But now a days the number of sites from where I can download are reduced. Yesterday I thought its high time I blogged and tried logging on to blogger. But I was quite surprised to find it blocked!! Previously I thought that they would not block the blogger as the CIO of our company also blogs (on blogger). I wonder how they found blogger to be a hindrance or in what way they are trying for a cost-cutting. But great people never g...

ayipoyindi... malli ayipoyindi.... gnaapakaala valayam lo maro edu gadichipoyindi kaalamanedi gaalulaku kadalaadani modula... kerataavesaaniki addu nilichina raathi theeram laa.. gathaanni, gatha gurthulani.. cherapaleka, maruvaleka gundenu puramaayinchadaaniki prayatnisthu velithini purinchiataaniki vethukulaaduthu ventapadu gnaapakaalanu tharimi koduthu venudirigi chudadhalachina manasuni vaaristhu uppena la vasthunna vaakpravaahaanni diga minguthu.. muudu maatalu bayataku vachaayi.... pegalani gonthunu dhvanimpajesthu alumukunna mounani chedisthu "nuthana samvatsara subhakankshalu"

paakuthondi samayam saaguthondi gamyam pani leni jeevitham sahinchaledu deham kaaryaalayam lo kavithalu raasthu praasa koraku prayaasa paduthu anthu leni gaganaaniki ardham leni nichhenalu vesthu bhadratha leni bhavishyathhuki aasara leni medalu kaduthu.. kaalaanni kalalatho nimputhu velithinela puurinchaalo aalochisthu kavithaki pettaanu naamam chadivinanduku pranaamam :P

================= jab kalpanayein roop leti hain teri soorat nigaahon me jhoom leti hai agar khwaahishen bol sakti to tumhara hi naam leti aankhein na dekh sakti sapne tumhare bin lab na bol sakte tumko pukare bin sunahri roshni bhari diwali jaise machalthi leheron si nadi ki tarah hamesha noor barsati pari jaise rahegi tu aankhon me roshni ki tarah ... rahegi tu yaadom me ek sadi ki tarah ================= - by USB :P and USB -> Umar, Satish, Brijesh :)

==================== Uuhalaku Uupiri posthe vachenu nee sundara rupam Uusulaku maatalu vasthe palukunu nee madhura naamam Nuvvu leni kalanu kanalevu naa kanulu Nee peru piluvakunte muugabovunu naa pedavulu pasidi velugula deepavali la paala nurugutho ponge kadali la kala kaalam kaanthuleene devatha la undali nuvvu naa chinna kavitha la ... undali nuvvu naa theepi gnaapakam la ====================

******* nenennatiki maruvalenidi nee madhura naamame ellappudu nechudadhalichedi nee chiru darahaasame nee samaksham lo prathi kshanam maruvanannadi naa hrudayame naa gunde laya lo padilaparuchukundi nee rupame nee konte chuupula uubi lo chikkukunnadi naa praayam nuvvu leni tarunam vyardhamavunu kadaa naa praanam ******* PS: Got back to writing Telugu poems finally :)