Absconding Paranoid

Today we decided to cook the breakfast. We brought everything thats needed to prepare French Toast. It came out really well and tasted actually like French toast :P I mean, it tasted awesome. Reminded me of the days I used to eat the ones prepared by my mom. Come to think of it, I wondered which ones would taste more delicious. The ones cooked by me or mom? Of course the ones made my mom!! The answer, in my opinion, lies not in the recipe. Nor in the process. But the person who cooks for you. With how much love the food is prepared :) If the person who cooks for you loves you more than yourself, then the food tastes like heaven! So, all the cuisines made by mom are unbeatable :D Love you mom :)

Faded out as a bygone memory or remnant as an eminent mystery, you are always the reason... who made me realise... that tears are precious and never to be wasted but instead be used for nurturing the seed of new hope... which proliferates into a big tree of new life some day and thats the reason why, when you look into my heart... you would perceive a forest of joy!! :) the silence... brought by tears.... would finally be broken with the gleam of joy Its not that I'm a tinker to play around with... but a stalking horse who would conceal the truth! that no matter how much blood flows, the walls of my heart shall still sport thy name... engraved deeply to touch the soul within... and richly with my life to live in

Pathetic....the costliest bollywood flick is gonna be the worst flops around. The story line is horrible. Some stunts were a direct pick from the movie Torque I dont want to go into details...but here are a few advices (read warnings) -> Akshay to Sanjay Do u know the color of ocean? Do u think its white? blue? no! Its red!! The color of blood...it took the blood of many voyagers Very true indeed!! It took all the movie watchers blood After watching the movie, we thought that Balayya would say 'How come these ppl make movies like this? they should have learnt atleast something from MY movies' :P If you still wanna watch the movie with someone, just tell him 'Padhara pichekkistha!!' No wonder someone was beating up the person next to him saying 'nannenduku ra ee cinema ki teeskochaav?' And finally, I would say - Dont go to 'BLUE' film :P

I'm just crooning... all the songs I wrote The time is fleeting since the day I woke Blessed I am to have met you soon Cursed upon by the fate again I'm just crooning... all the songs I wrote The time is fleeting since the day I woke My heart danced danced wildly in joy when you glanced glanced with that innocent look as your lips went wide I covered my face with my book as I donno where to hide The day was thrilling when you were smiling I'm just crooning... all the songs I wrote The time is fleeting since the day I woke Blessed I am to have met you soon Cursed upon by the fate again I'm just crooning... all the songs I wrote The time is fleeting since the day I woke The breeze was soothing and the sky was fading and I had something.. something to tell you.. but you fell asleep deep asleep in my lap Deep in my soul... you set a fray between my heart and mind but I couldn't console myself anyway for I know..that love...is blind I came all the way to tell you the sam...

Day 3 ------ We had a good night sleep and woke up at around 8 AM. Thanks to the previous day's bike ride, I woke up with body pains for being the sole rider of Karizma. We had coffee and Puri for breakfast. We planned to cover all the major beaches and forts on the present day. We started off at around 12:00 noon for covering Aguada fort first. But Satya spotted a battle ship's name on one of the sign boards and we all went up a hill, only to know that the ship is situated some where else and ofcourse that we would not be allowed in the vicinity. From there we headed for Aguada fort. On the way, we stopped by the road side to enjoy the beauty of nature. We captured some snaps of the splendid view and then went to the fort. We had some photo sessions and recorded a few videos there. The jail located below the fort touching the coast attracted our eyes. There was an old light house located in the fort but it seemed abandoned. Another newly built light house stood next to the f...

sparsa tho kandhipoye sampadha.... nee letha chekkillu !! vaasthavaniki thalampuki theda theliyadhe.... nee sogasu naa kanulaku pettee giliginthalu !! nee vaalu kanulu... neeli varnaanike vanne thechaayi !! brathuku oka saapam baanisaki... anukuntini nenu kaani aa baanisa naa manase... nee rupanike aithe... jeevithame o yogam!! maru janmakie padenu aaraatam!! kaalam aagiipothe baagundu... ninu chusthundipovachu!! naa manasu thella kaagithamaindhi... nee chitram geesenduku!! nee peru naa uupiri lo... alipiri konda la perukupoyindi!! kavitha, athiseyokthi, kalagalisi enduku untayo... ardham ayyedi kaadu naaku... ninnu chusentha varaku!! ninu chudagane praasa thannukochindi... madi uppena la uvvethuna egisindi... ippativaraku jeevinche unnana anipinchindi... premani pichi tho enduku polustharo thelisindi!! ;) maro maaru taarasapadithe nuvvu.. sthambinchipoye gunde kuda spandisthundi!! inko kshanam kottukuntundi!!

A series of unfortunate events today are still playing with my mood. To expand the story, I was on my way from Guntur to Hyderabad at midnight. After a couple of hours or so, traffic jam interrupted and delayed the journey for a couple of hours..which I thought I would utilize for a nap after reaching Hyd. Before going to office, I could not find my hands free and searched the rack thoroughly and finally found it. In office, we suddenly planned for a movie at 5 PM. And I planned for another movie at 8 PM at the same place with college friends...and that I would book the tickets for the same. Now at 3 PM, from nowhere, two seniors appear and say that we got a knowledge sharing session scheduled from 3-4 and somehow we dint get the intimation. We attend the session and come out at 4:15 PM. We started off as soon as possible and reach the theatre just on time. In the middle of the movie, one of my senior calls...and says that he was not at all happy that I ignored one of my tasks and more...

She reached a park where her friend was waiting. That girl seemed very upset and tensed. Lets refer That Girl as TG. 'I never thought I would fall in love', TG said. I suddenly became very curious and started listening more carefully 'I thought I had full control of my life...I told my mom firmly that I had my plans. That I would complete my studies with good grades and settle with a good job. And now after I came here...' TG was telling her love story. TG was almost crying and somehow she spotted me. 'That ones still with you?' TG asked pointing at me. 'Yes, ofcourse!! Why do you ask?' 'Nothing. anyways, when shall we go to the Registrar office' 'We dont have much time. Lets leave now itself' 'OK' And we started off then itself. That guy whos gonna marry TG seems to be waiting at the office. But on our way, TG was spotted by some goons hired by her father as he was not happy with this love marriage thing. She tried to stop the g...

I was with her for about 2 years. She somehow started to grow tired of me. The care she showed for me is no longer from the heart. She no longer took me along while going out. My heart grew heavier. I couldn't take it anymore. I wished I knew what was on her mind. My altered ego could no longer stand her ignorance and became desperate to know about her behaviour. And when things are getting miserable for me, One day ... She came out of the house from the back door. I donno why. She jumped over the wall and started racing at a dashing pace. All the way, she was telling 'hope no one noticed' I was shocked, surprised.... * * * Stay tuned

She first saw me at an apparel shop... and apparently fell in love with me. but instead, she hid her feelings...looked all around..and eventually...came to me. Took me into her hands. And then started my love story. wherever she went, be it marriages, parties or any functions, she took me along. I felt so happy...so joyous She used to hand me all her valuables and asked to hold until she needed them. Its like all I have is what all she gave me. She used to dance in rain with me. oh boy!! what a wonderful experience that was. I always wanted to speak out to her...but....I couldn't...I just donno why... She used to feel secure and confident when my hands are on her shoulders. * * * To be continued... ---------------------------------------- PS: Wrote this on 21 May 2009

konte gaali la gilli poku kanupaapa lo kalaviapo... merupula vachi maayamaipoku madiloothulo koluvundipo... manchubinduvu la vachi karigipoku maimarapu loki nanu teesukupo... kunuku paatu lo kanumarugaipoku chirunavvula chirakaalam undipo... cheekatilo jaabili laa nuvu veligipo... selayetilo ala laa nanu thaakipo... ne rase prathi pata lo undipo... na prati aksharam lo imidipo... muripinche gatham la nanu allukupo!!

There are two meanings for the title of this post. One is the inevitable change one has to face in ones life. The others the small ratio of the root of all evils. In either aspect, this title is apt. To start off this miserable story, I got placed in a company in Mumbai because of the kind hearted guy who was the visiting HR to our campus then. I came here, searched for a flat to live in, paid the brokerage, caution deposit and finally settled here. Six months down the line, we felt that the flat is too congested and decided to move on to a better flat. We approach the same broker. That guy, who shows so much goodwill, again asks for brokerage that too without any concession. Might not be a wrong thing. After a couple of months, the owner and broker had a big fight. Each saying that the other cheated upon them. The owner saying that he was given 7500 while we were charged 8000. The broker saying we are the ones who showed you the flat and how come the owner comes into the picture. The ...

You are not a season that comes and goes.... but the very reason for which my heart beats.... Every heart beat doesn't just say i'm alive but reminds me of you... the person for whom i live so when you leave, it hurts... every heart beat makes me feel the pain... the pain of love the depth of my memory refuses to let go ur glory your thoughts peep in and keep me from sleepin i know its a sin to expect somethin though i persist my heart resists Its irony.... even for a sculptor its difficult to make a sculpture but even a layman can just as easily rupture for me... it was easy to imprint your idol in the depths of my soul but to destroy it forever and completely my very life wont be gud enuf ultimately my mind seemingly superb surprisingly stupid says its no use to cling to the moments but i refuse to change my thoughts the hope i have... the patience in me... tell me to wait... and keep waiting for eons... for as many lives as it takes just for u...and ur presence as it makes ...

Because *I'm that* bored (I've been tagged !! episode-3) Name: Satish Chandra Nickname(s): chandu, satti, sattanna, satti pandu Single or Taken? : Single Sex: Male Birthday: September 27 Blood group: B + Sign: Libra Siblings: a brother Hair color: Black Eye color: Brown Shoe size: 10/11....Depends on the make What are you wearing right now? An undershirt, blue night pant, a gold ring on my left ring finger, a 'kaasi thadu' on my right-hand wrist and a pair of head phones :D Where do you live? Mumbai (Navi [new] Mumbai to be precise) as of now. Home towns Guntur Have You Ever:- given anyone a bath? : nope bungee jumped? : no broken the law? : yea, many times :D made yourself throw-up? : yuck... gone skinny dipping? : Nope been in the opposite sex's bathroom? : nope eaten a dog biscuit? : never!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! put your tongue on a frozen pole? : bad question for a guy living in a place like this :D broken a bone? : Yeah...bone of a chicken :P played truth...

I was to go early to office for some production issue...I was told about it yesterday evening. So I woke up at 5 '0 Clock..got ready..left the flat and started checking all the things I usually tend to forget. Wallet -> OK Mobile -> OK Hanky -> OK ID card -> Double OK (Got 2 of them :P one for me, one for my roomie who left for Holi :D) And yeah, I got the DVDs for my friend too...which I was afraid I would forget I thought "well...thats unusual...Everythings great!!..Hope this doesnt signal a disaster :P Hmm...lets se...I dont think it will be :)" And thinking that, I stepped a few paces ahead enjoying the peaceful walk in the early morning. My mobile rang. Call from Senior..."Todays operation is cancelled!! No need to come" Aarghhh...There I thought...Murphy caught me :D And yeah, I went back...relaxed, browsed net, had a chat with few friends, played guitar and then set again to office.. This time I closed the door (one side lock) and realised I f...

maa pedananna valla abbai ki mariyu babai ki madhya phone lo jarigina sambhashana idi... Babai: ye ra...lecturer job vachindi antagaa...mari naaku nee modati nela jeetam isthava? Abbai: naaku kharchulu unnaayi babai Babai: em unnayi enti? Abbai: kontha dabbu pogesi nenu bike kondam anukuntunna Babai: mee nanna bandi teeskellachu ga? Abbai: mari nanna ki? Babai: kothadi konukkuntadu.. :P Abbai: aayane unte tella cheera enduku? :))

nee chirunavvu ni thalachukuni enni marichaano maimarachipoyano nee gnaapakala valayam lo chikkukuni enni edaarulu daataano... enni sandraalu eedaano... eppatiki ninnu cheredano teliyaka tharagani duuranni daataleka chandruni kosam chukkalaa vaana kosam vanamlaa kanipettukuni unnanu nenu nee pilupu kosam neekie vechina chupulaku kaluguna moksham?

I got a missed call. I called back. The other person : "is this xxx?" Me : "sorry wrong no." :x I joined guitar classes. I asked my friend to join along Me : Why dont u join? My Friend : No man. I got a tight schedule. Office, prep blah blah blah Me : There are nice gals too :P My Friend : Whats the joining fee :D One day in my office. Senior Developer : You know any proxy settings to open orkut? My TL : Can gmail be accessed? My HOD : You got a pen drive? In which PCs does it work? My friends : You leaving so early? (at 5:00 PM when office time ends 'officially') another day... My TL : U got a Pen drive? Me : Yes sir!! My TL : Whats the size? Me : 8 GB!! My TL : really? Me : Yes sir!! My TL : ok...can I have it now? Me : No sir..I already gave it to my friend :P

nee raakanu telusukunna konte gaali malle teega nu gilluthuu veechenu aa malle teega ooragaa vaali tana puulanu navvuthu raalchenu vechani nee paada sparsa tho thulluthuu aa puulu chivari kshanaanni aasvadinchenu ninnu thaake surya kiranaalanu chusi eershapadina megha maala suryunni addaginchi kuripinchenu chiru jallu nee thadi momu chuchi chinnaboyenu hari villu idanta chusina nenu navvuthu nidra lechanu

After postponing for a week, I finally completed reading the article "Procrastinating again? How to kick the habit", which was sent by our college librarian. He sends mails to such an extent that some people comfortably added his name to the "Spam" list :D These days I cant browse websites so easily. No, the reason is not my TL or HOD or my work (if any) for that matter. The reason is the increased restrictions placed and added security to the internet policy. My favourite time-pass in office is downloads, be it songs or animation episodes. But now a days the number of sites from where I can download are reduced. Yesterday I thought its high time I blogged and tried logging on to blogger. But I was quite surprised to find it blocked!! Previously I thought that they would not block the blogger as the CIO of our company also blogs (on blogger). I wonder how they found blogger to be a hindrance or in what way they are trying for a cost-cutting. But great people never g...

Reluctant to write, I am refusing to wait, damn!! reason that is, to stay calm relishing the past, I am reigning the future, thats gonna come reviving my life, to a new form reborn, I am reckoning the fate, here I come :P *** Now dont ask me what was that...I am back in office ...and I am just bored to do anything :D

ayipoyindi... malli ayipoyindi.... gnaapakaala valayam lo maro edu gadichipoyindi kaalamanedi gaalulaku kadalaadani modula... kerataavesaaniki addu nilichina raathi theeram laa.. gathaanni, gatha gurthulani.. cherapaleka, maruvaleka gundenu puramaayinchadaaniki prayatnisthu velithini purinchiataaniki vethukulaaduthu ventapadu gnaapakaalanu tharimi koduthu venudirigi chudadhalachina manasuni vaaristhu uppena la vasthunna vaakpravaahaanni diga minguthu.. muudu maatalu bayataku vachaayi.... pegalani gonthunu dhvanimpajesthu alumukunna mounani chedisthu "nuthana samvatsara subhakankshalu"